30 MARCH 2011

I know, I know, I've had this blog since Feb and STILL haven't done anything about it. Well, to catch anybody up on what they're missed.....Yes, I canceled the wedding, and I would prefer not to go into detail. If you have questions, email me. I won't talk about it on here. I'm hoping to plan a road trip w/ the girls to Georgia in September, but only time will tell how that goes. Been working out as much as my body will allow, since my injuries are still pretty iffy (especially with my back in the condition that it's in *YIKES!*), and the v.a. has been pretty cool about getting my appointments set up asap. Been looking into more tatts. Actually, touch ups and adding on. So not only am I starting to save $ to move into a different place, and a car, I'm saving little by little to get more ink. I want my arm pieces re-touched, and finished. I'm tired of what people think. I'm done caring about how they are judging me. I love my family and friends dearly, but if they love me, shouldn't they try to see past my shell? Guess not everybody can. *sigh* Today I've been in a funk. I wish I could move back to NC.... today's one of those days where I miss living in the barracks. U could just walk to the next room over and blow off steam.... Or you could go out onto the catwalks with your roomie or your buddies, set up a few lawn chairs, blare some music, crack open some beers, and just enjoy the night. Enjoy just shooting the breeze. Those were the best years of my life as difficult as they were. I'll never find friendships like that again. That's why I've been working SO HARD to try and get one of these contracting jobs. I'm hoping I get another call this week or next about another phone interview for the positions I applied for. It'd be so great to be around military personnel again. 

I know this is short lived, but I need to be getting sleep. Have 3 v.a. appointments in the morning. 

So sit back, enjoy your night, and have a cupcake.

Tonight's recommendation: vanilla, with vanilla/ lavender frosting

“The bravest thing you can do when you are not brave, is to profess courage and act accordingly”
~Corra Harris